The Gospel of Silence
Dreamed 1963/11/21 by Kathleen Jenks
|
I dreamed I was back in Michigan in the large bedroom I had grown up in. I had just finished reading a fairy tale with a Jungian analysis and then I started downstairs to my mother's room to get another. There were many more, perhaps dozens, of these intricate, joyous tales and I wanted to get them all. ...A young woman meets me in the downstairs hall and apologetically tells me I must first learn to "read" the Gospel of Silence. She said the delay would be short, however, because I already was no complete stranger to the Gospel of Silence. This makes me feel very happy.The unknown woman mentions the Gospel of Silence several times and each time I hear it, a beautiful calm falls over me. I disliked the connotations of "gospel," but ...using it in conjunction with silence gave the whole a surreal loveliness which she knew I, being who I am, would appreciate and understand.Behind me in the hallway is the entrance to a cave and I turn and enter it alone. Another cavern lies beyond it, and another and another. ...They were of stone-dark greenish black with sunlight sometimes filtering through frail areas of translucent green rock. They were serene and fresh and only I had ever passed through them. Their stone walls were thick and deep and sheltering and beautiful.I wander through them until I reach the last cavern. It narrows into a dark tunnel and I suddenly "know" what will happen next. Silently, I abandon myself to it. |
...It was as if "Something" simply jet-propelled me out of there--WHOOSH!--faster and faster, a force blasting me forth. Unfortunately, the sudden speed shocked me into consciousness and I came fully awake.My first impression of the dream was that it was warning me to lay off Jung for a while. "Learn silence," it was saying. But then I decided such an interpretation was too literal: ...reading Jung keeps me fresh and receptive to the unconscious. Still, I must be found by the Gospel of Silence.Actually, my need for silence was urgent but I was threatened by it, I had no idea of its extent, and I pushed it from me. The Gospel of Silence was, very simply, meditation. And I was terrified of meditation. To me, it meant a Dark Night of the Soul, and since it had blighted my teens, I knew how terrible it could be for an untried spirit. The very thought turned my mind to jelly. Even so, inner silence was necessary. Three years later my emaciated spirit sent out distress signals so desperate even my physical body shared in them, and it was not until then that I took frightened, makeshift steps in an attempt to save myself. I was a daughter of Jairus by then. "The maiden is not dead," Jesus had said, "she is only sleeping." But I might as well have been dead. A spirit like mine had to be immersed in silence before I could be called back to life. SOURCE: Journey of a Dream Animal by Kathleen Jenks (1975), pp.151-3 |
World Dream Bank homepage - Art gallery - New stuff - Introductory sampler, best dreams, best art - On dreamwork - Books
Indexes: Subject - Author - Date - Names - Places - Art media/styles
Titles: A - B - C - D - E - F - G - H - IJ - KL - M - NO - PQ - R - Sa-Sh - Si-Sz - T - UV - WXYZ
Email: wdreamb@yahoo.com - Catalog of art, books, CDs - Behind the Curtain: FAQs, bio, site map - Kindred sites