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The Black Wave
Dreamed 2016/10/18 by Wayan
I've been suffering a Lyme attack for days--joint aches, insomnia, night sweats and chills--but today I wake at dawn--slept through the night! A bit achy still, but I feel basically okay. Even remember my dreams: an endless bus trip through the suburbs of Tehran! A woodwork shop spilling onto the street, a ceramic toilet sitting surreal on a driveway, a crowd strolling through a dusty park. Hawks and ravens all over, surprising me.
Take a long walk with my poet friend Ellen over Bernal Hill here in San Francisco. On the walk, hawks, ravens, a woodwork shop spilling onto the street, a ceramic toilet sitting surreal on a driveway, a crowd strolling through a dusty park. Nothing spectacular, just comical little flashes of recognition. Dumbest predictive dream ever!
Read Ellen my short dream-poem Floo Portal. She likes it.
But I don't have the nerve to show her my sketches for the other two dreams I'm working on--the surreal ones for Magic School, and especially not the nude, erotic My Little Pony singers in Deer Versus Pigs! Not Ellen's sorta thing.
By evening, I've finished and laid in the illustrations. Couple of new dream-stories & about a dozen illustrations this week. Productive for a Lyme attack!
I curl up in bed with a giant plush unicorn and go to sleep...
I dream. But as the dreamworld swells
I'm twin: my skin still half-awake feels
the bodyheat of that unicorn curled
by me in matter bed.
From afar in the night, stage-glow:
Lit cabin. That dance studio I
dreamed of long ago; such a low
ceiling I had to slip outside to find
headroom to leap. To fly. But tonight
I soar in dark, outsider right
from go. Toylike now, that tight
box of ballet light.
In the dark I'm not alone. Spirits. Feel
they're friendly but can't see. They want
to do... what to me? Pressure. I resist
on the brink, for they won't tell,
And then I trust. Let go. Black
flashes pierce my back, burst breast,
nighter than mere night. Dark wave-
fronts wash through, ir-
regular slivers of seconds. Fear
but no pain. I let black waves go
through. Bare to their flood. Are
they abreaction, discharging old
they feel external--shock waves from
far immense events--as nova wave
fronts drench Earth. Old clings let go,
shiver wrist and toe. Energy thrums,
drowning pain, as auroras drown
in maelstrom dawn.
Feel cleared. Not all light's jetsam gone,
but washed. Dark shine.
Now I recall--once before I unbent. I let
shadow spirits through me
Ebb now back to the mortal plane;
but still adrift inside my own
skull. Now one more stuck lets go;
a muscle eases below my brain
days late. Stuffed sinus drains. So,
not clogged but clenched
Till now, inside the skull, all heal
was covertly denied.
At first the blessing's bitter. Subtle burn.
Death's sting. The truth shall set you free
After misery's wash. But then
a slow improve. The energy plane
wasn't the sole one crying to let
go. Flesh too. And is it
true for you?
The next shift's out from bone to skin.
Body hums alive. Sexy. Wants its mate
the unicorn mare. Mounts. Feels solid, right.
Like dry ice, more fever shards
Dark matters. A sea
Of black and unknown waves await
To wash the light aright--if we
permit. Oh, let.
- Dream of being lost in Tehran, seeing pointless little flashes from next day: I think I was practicing how to lose rational focus. Only once I gave up making sense could black grace wash in! Like putting your neutrino detector deep in a mine.
- That dream of a low-ceilinged dance studio I had to escape so I could fly: Fly Dancer Blue.
- Black waves: read a Science News article on a big star that just vanished. Became a black hole without explosion? Hard to overlook a supernova! Yet no sign. Baffling. Can visible matter, in extremis, convert to dark matter, dark energy?
- That earlier angelic clearance: Spirit Chorus. I dreamed music and drumming called up weird angels who sent a healing wave through me. Less scary, and clearly summoned. This one was darker, mysterious, uncalled for--yet just as healing.
- Mating with a unicorn: Sorry! A sex toy's a sordid end to a mystical poem. But I'm autistic, and live humans are just too intense for me to sleep with. So I made big, heavy, furry sculptures of dream figures and sleep with those. Like Temple Grandin's plywood autistic-squeezer--calms her down as a human embrace can't--they calm my wary inner animal. And sex? It can be a real clearing--just, as the dream points out, not the only one, not at the root of all. Freud was wrong about that.
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